I'll be anything
and everything you've ever dreamed
just tell me what you want
and what you need me to be

but changing who you are
doesn't do a thing for me
because in the end
you're not the person I need

so be true to yourself
don't present a falsado
because I love your differences
and I need your bravado

I'm searching for a truth
that I cannot find
I research all you've said
but I'm still blind

and for the life of me
I'll never understand
why you made up a persona
because who you are isn't bland

so don't mold your answers
and don't play with me
honesty is the best perception
of who I want you to be

I'll take the blackness
I'll feed your disease
I'll take all that you are
if you'll give it to me

I'll drink your poison
and bathe in your wine
just as long as what
you feed me isn't another line

because who you are is beautiful
who you are is surreal
and when I glimpse your reality
is when I begin to truly feel.

Things I don't need but have to have to survive.

I just bought this awesome epic and amazing hat. Cause I am the coolest person on the planet and therefore can be the only person with cool hats.

You can bow to me now. I know, I am a pretty big deal.

I WANT THIS ONE:

Like seriously. I need it.

Sometimes I forget how AWESOME The Offspring are until I am searching Youtube for their songs and then I find them and then I am bobbing my head and tapping my foot...then wanting to go run at full speed for three miles until I die.

Lalala The Offspring Lalalalalala

Firecracker!

You know, I was a little down the last half of the day, but life's too short to be sad. So I found a song that makes me happy cause it reminds me of an important person in my life! I got my favorite nickname from him about six years ago...



Now smile kiddo's cause even when you're bummed out about something, there is someone out there who loves your smile!

It's easy to get consumed in self doubt, but remember, you made it this far for a reason. That's the message here:


There's a monster in my head
and she's tearing her way out
clawing at my insecurities
and ripping open all my doubt

Her green eyes are haunting me
she's jealous and enraged
and the longer I ignore the pain
the more she's engaged.

So pull the pin
and let her loose
she's coming out
I'm bulletproof.

I tell myself
that I'm just fine
hold your head high
because you're so divine.

But the monster
she eats my brain
she clouds my thoughts
rearranges whats sane.

and I become something I'm not
when I let her win and take what I got

so hold the reigns
don't devastate me
leash your beast
and levitate me.

Hold onto your sanity girl
you know what you can be
be confident in who you are
and let your brilliance be free.

...and in her eyes, heart and mind
one thought, its kept her blind,
and so she walked on through her days
not knowing that it was all a maze.

A trap the keepers
make to blind you
a path the known
uses to find you.

Some say the futures made of the past
and the years feel slow but fly by fast
so build yourself a happy bubble
and pray it keeps you out of trouble.

If you let
life take your all
you are destined
but to fall.
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Fickle fiction let it rot
mold and mud see what its got
nothing left to hold together
see I told you nothings forever!

Busy body feel my fury
see you scuttle trip and scurry
nothing is what it seems
so keep your thoughts off my dreams

So I want it for my own
but you can't force a home
remember to last forever
you have to build everything together.

Just a silly bad day poem for the pessimist in us all...

Sometimes we have bad days, today wasn't the worst day I have ever had, but it was disappointing, so I wrote this poem to capture that washed up feeling you have when you've had a bad day.

This kinda day
really wears me out
leaves me spinnin' my wheels
wonderin' what life's about.

And how can
so much go wrong
and why was I
so blind for so long?

I remember every fail
and I cannot find
a reason to be proud
and it messes with my mind.

Tears at my confidence
pulls down my defenses
until tears are all that
are left of my senses.

Tomorrow will be better
and I won't be so blue
and in ten days
I won't think about you

Had a bad day
and you can't bring a smile
give a pessimist an inch
and she'll stretch it a mile.

You used to be smart
you used to be coy
but now your fat and ugly
and can't attract a boy

and everyone forgets you
you're not memorable at all
and though you thought you had it all
you are destined only to fall

So you crawl on your knees
so bloodied and weak
too stupid to give up
your war cries now too meek

you used to be a person
but you've been swallowed by the sad
and instead of getting even
you just wallow in the bad.

So cute!

Taboo

This is so unbelievably inappropriate and wrong and possibly the funniest thing I have ever watched. But be warned! This is not for children, it has bad language and it is definitely TABOO!

Ok, now laugh really hard: