Monday, July 25, 2011

My Ode to Grad School

Stuck in the land of in between,

I stare out the glass at everyone’s dreams,

Their muffled laughter rings throughout the land,

As I sit and ponder who I am,

A crystal lattice gleams in the distance,

A web of creation I continue to weave,

Sometimes I think it's a Sisyphean task,

As I count down the hours until I get to leave,

Time wilts in the humidity,

Fate wobbles with remorse,

But I must not give into doubt,

For only I can chart my course.
I fondle at my emotions,
Trying to pluck a song from a dead string,
The same old tune sings back,
But about him I’ve already written everything,

What I need is a new adventure,
A journey of human emotion,
Not with a someone, but a someplace,
I need somewhere to pour this devotion.


Friday, July 15, 2011

I'd do anything to save you
Cross the desert, Swim the sea
Anything to keep you here with me

Heartbeats, heartbeats
Count that precious tone
Just like King Arthur I'm here
To pull the sword from your stone

How can the world be so cruel
To present something so unattainable
To send me beautiful, perfect, untouchable you?

Yes, you love me, this I can see
But you'll never feel it
Quite the same as me

So smile my darling
I'm here to find a cure
For you it's attainable,
For me, I'm not quite sure.

Thursday, July 14, 2011


Do I show you, Do I show you,
Do I know you, Do I know you,
Show and tell, then run and hide,
Tell me yours and I’ll tell you mine.

Heartbeats, heartbeats,
They match the pounding in my head
Heartbeats, heartbeats,
I welcome the words left unsaid.

Cicadas are chirping,
Time is running low,
I’m dying to open up to you,
But I’m afraid you’ll know.

Enjoy this moment,
Soon this will pass,
Leaving me with a cherished a memory,
I’ll add it to my collection of the past.

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Guild His Heart

You are a sorry fool
Guild his heart
And put it on a pedastool

You think you know it all

Observations were askew
You choose not to see
What he shows to you

So lay me down
For I must sleep
So I can drown in these
Tears I weep.

Love this!

CĂ©line Dion - It's All Coming Back To Me Now

I've been singing this for approximately 12 hours now...CAN'T HELP MUHHHHSELF!!!

Friday, July 1, 2011

Alyssa Reid feat P. Reign - Alone Again Official Music Video

I will have this on repeat until youtube crashes and they get a restraining order.


The Mirror

My heart throbs
Cause I’m not getting what I want
It bleeds
Cause I know what you’ve got

Roll up in my cocoon
The room spins through my tears
My defenses are shattered
Into five pieces of a mirror
Forced to look at the reflection of a monster
She cannot escape her demons as they taunt her.

If I Could Turn Back Time (HD) - Karaoke Cher Style

On repeat in my lab BECAUSE I AM THE KARAOKE QUEEN...also I sing to myself? Cause I am so cool? I know, I know...