Vulnerabilities.

I'm feeling very vulnerable
I'm feeling terrified
I need assurance from you
that what we're doing is right

Because I'm scared
that you're using me
and I'm scared
for what I can't see

It still doesn't feel real
to me
the weight of what we have
to face
it frightens me

and when no one supports me
I want to run and hide
because no one knows
how you make me feel inside

So I try to be strong
and I try to be fierce
but my armor is defenseless
and I'm at my worst.