I run into the dark night
Because I am one with the cold
The leaves have all fallen now
The trees are stark and bold

A thousand cars fly by
But not one of them will see
The solitary tear that shakily forms
And seeps out of me

So I push a little further
And I run until I can’t breathe
Because as long as my lungs are screaming
Then you aren’t haunting me.

But eventually I come back
To this empty stark apartment
And am forced to face the reality
Of my lonely little compartment

A life of solitude and reflection
I inflicted this on myself
When I gave up on the illusion
That what we had was wealth

And eventually the bitterness
Will sweeten with the Spring
And then I hope to find someone
Who is more than just a fling.

HOLY SHISTOPHONE as soon as it is not COLD AS BALLS outside I am making the following ASAP:

http://www.kevinandamanda.com/recipes/dessert/easy-homemade-ice-cream-without-a-machine.html



Eeeeeeeeeee I love homemade ice cream! How delicious does that sound? Mmmmmmm!



In other news, my Mommy sent me a care package last night with 6 jars of homemade jams and syrups, canned pears, the largest bag of cocoa I've ever seen and delicious teas! I am feeling loved!

She is so getting more than just coal for Christmas ;-).

Cat Faces with Disappointment After Missing His Hunt

This is freaking hilarious. Just wait and watch the cat's reaction. Priceless! *dramatic flail*

Groove Coverage - Poison (with lyrics)

This has been a long time favorite :D

This is a fabulous quote I stole from somewhere, I honestly don't remember where...

"Sometimes you have to forget how you feel and remember what you deserve."



Well said.

I fear for those who are afraid to fall.

I’ve felt the range of human emotion
So I recognize your pain
And the depth of your devotion
The pining is the lowest of lows
And the grief that follows
Feels like the worst of blows
But someday you’ll be angry
And then you’ll get over being sad
Cause heartbreak ain’t forever
Eventually it turns to regret and feeling mad
Just when you think you’re about to explode
Just know that I already know
You’ll calm down and it all evens out
Acceptance takes forever,
But moving on is the redemption
That will bring your soul back together.

So focus on you, and work it through
Cause the experience you had
Was worth a lifetime of the sad.

They say it’s better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all,
I say it’s better to grow and learn
Than to be jaded and afraid to fall.

Wrote this about watching someone who is grieving the loss of a relationship, since I was just in their shoes earlier this year I was inspired to write about the experience.

Kidneythieves - "Zerospace" Extasy Records

WElp this definitely got added to the gym playlist :D.

Big O feat. Gammatax Abruzzi (PETI FREE) - Ich Lass Die Sau Raus

I can't help mUHHHself. Also, for those of you who know how hard I have been working towards this goal, I have lost 16 pounds. *HUGE SMILE* It's been a lot of hard hours at the gym...and eating healthy...although if you follow me on twitter you know I occassionally fall off the wagon :D. Anywhoozle, nothing feels as good as healthy does!

Love you all,

The booty shaking pie maker.

Shiny Toy Guns - Nothing Compares 2 u

Add this to my list of 9,000 favorites.

A Jaw-Dropping Talent!

You know you jumped when he 'fell.'

:D